Just forget that tonight I'll be organizing the pre-dinner at Nagasari Restaurant. I was so occupied with work, brainstorming and thinking the best way how to present our product to the corporate customer for the first time. Time is so limited and I just couldn't really focused on work now. My heart was saying that I just should go out and travelling again but in the other hand, I have no fund. Literally to say, I have no money!Wishing that if it's easy to just travel without worrying about the money. That is life!
I convinced two of my office mate to join me in the 'meeting'. To give them a different view and perspective about other people from other parts of the world!
I was so surprised to see there's a lot of people attending the dinner. I might say it's around 40 of us and most are travellers and also CS newbies. We left the restaurant almost around 10pm and heading to the club as usual.Just let go all the complaints that I had before with the management of the bar.Having some fun moments with CS peeps. Had some text messages from P saying that he's coming with a friend who is a girl.Just don't really care with whom he's coming with but as long as he's here that would be fine. The night went so well till the girl that came with P, start to burst out her feelings. All night long I was trying to be like we were in Havana few days back but he's just keeping himself away from me a little. Got to know the sign and at one point, I just sat at one corner and wishing that A was here.P got to notice me, seating alone.But what make me pissed off is the girl..or i might call her the bitch was so furious with P and me and ask us to have some time alone together in a sarcastic way!The reason the bitch was so furious that she tought P wanted to buy me a flower. The truth is we're just exchanging the sweets that we had. This is where I got to know the real stories. No wonder she was acting weirdly during the meeting. I wish things could turn back and not seeing him.
But it's not. I just left them alone to talk and try to say bye to the bitch. But she was to bitchy and said that I'm not worth it? Wow, a blow to my face (literally) but I'm just being polite. So immature, bitch!
I just left and went to see C.I texted message to her earlier about what had happened to me. She was pissed off thinking that I cried when the bitch said that to my face. C was totally pissed off seeing me in that situation and marched her way to P and bitch and give her some warning about saying and treat me badly previously. C just reminding her where she were.Yup, just don't mess with local girls! They'll come at you...
I just left them and head to see Z and R together with C.Things couldn't be more better back then.P was not himself. He was trying so hard to give some explanation to the bitch and I guessed so many skeleton hidden in the closet. Just tonight, a peep of it. I was crying for awhile but then I thought that I shouldn't. Why would I cry for a guy who treat me so sweet but yet, behind me he's hiding something.
I don't deserve this kind of person. I deserve better then him.I nees honest guy.Honesty is important.
I just off my phone. I don't really want to talk or hear his voice for now.Before I drive back home, I on again my phone. I saw his apology on what had happened and how the best night become my nightmare.I feel that it's not good girls fighting over a guy. There's so many more good guy out there.
Trying to keep my hope high to find the ONE...
I convinced two of my office mate to join me in the 'meeting'. To give them a different view and perspective about other people from other parts of the world!
I was so surprised to see there's a lot of people attending the dinner. I might say it's around 40 of us and most are travellers and also CS newbies. We left the restaurant almost around 10pm and heading to the club as usual.Just let go all the complaints that I had before with the management of the bar.Having some fun moments with CS peeps. Had some text messages from P saying that he's coming with a friend who is a girl.Just don't really care with whom he's coming with but as long as he's here that would be fine. The night went so well till the girl that came with P, start to burst out her feelings. All night long I was trying to be like we were in Havana few days back but he's just keeping himself away from me a little. Got to know the sign and at one point, I just sat at one corner and wishing that A was here.P got to notice me, seating alone.But what make me pissed off is the girl..or i might call her the bitch was so furious with P and me and ask us to have some time alone together in a sarcastic way!The reason the bitch was so furious that she tought P wanted to buy me a flower. The truth is we're just exchanging the sweets that we had. This is where I got to know the real stories. No wonder she was acting weirdly during the meeting. I wish things could turn back and not seeing him.
But it's not. I just left them alone to talk and try to say bye to the bitch. But she was to bitchy and said that I'm not worth it? Wow, a blow to my face (literally) but I'm just being polite. So immature, bitch!
I just left and went to see C.I texted message to her earlier about what had happened to me. She was pissed off thinking that I cried when the bitch said that to my face. C was totally pissed off seeing me in that situation and marched her way to P and bitch and give her some warning about saying and treat me badly previously. C just reminding her where she were.Yup, just don't mess with local girls! They'll come at you...
I just left them and head to see Z and R together with C.Things couldn't be more better back then.P was not himself. He was trying so hard to give some explanation to the bitch and I guessed so many skeleton hidden in the closet. Just tonight, a peep of it. I was crying for awhile but then I thought that I shouldn't. Why would I cry for a guy who treat me so sweet but yet, behind me he's hiding something.
I don't deserve this kind of person. I deserve better then him.I nees honest guy.Honesty is important.
I just off my phone. I don't really want to talk or hear his voice for now.Before I drive back home, I on again my phone. I saw his apology on what had happened and how the best night become my nightmare.I feel that it's not good girls fighting over a guy. There's so many more good guy out there.
Trying to keep my hope high to find the ONE...
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