I had the best time with Pand I even had a special breakfast with him. It’s hard to let go off his arm and cuddle. Both of us are a bit exhausted and sleepless. I couldn’t even have my proper sleep as I was wearing my lenses. P walk me to the guard entrance andI left his place nearly 11am. I reached home and get rid off my contact lenses. The first thing I should do is sleep.
I received a text message from C that same morning, warning me that I should use protection which we did. She had a weird dream of me covered in blood. She warned me not to do abortion. I never thought that I’m pregnant which I’m not. Maybe her dream is just a warning. Anyway, it’s just a dream. Precautionary is the most important thing. I woke up pretty late in the evening, nearly at 6pm! I had some messages from M asking me if I want to have a dip in the pool. I was so tired and couldn’t even bother to say yes to his request.
Mel reminded me to ask P if he can come for the Istana Hotel dinner. I’m glad he didn’t refuse the invitation. Then, I’ll be meeting both M and P again. I was thinking of having shisha for tonight and asked if M wants to join me. Philip has his own plan, clubbing with his friends. I was a bit confused about my relationship with Philip. I’d rather not to say anything yet but just letting P himself tells me that. M did try to kiss me again. Yes, again. But I guessed now is not the time. I had my mind to P not M even though he’s a sweet mid 40’s man with lots of experience. I was all night had my eyes on the screen, on the net and let M bored himself. Sorry M, I didn’t mean to bored you. I guessed that most of my friends really relieved that I moved on. No more mentioning about A, but that doesn’t mean I didn’t missed him or I totally forget about him. The idea of going to France would be good or might sounds bad. I still have to consider on going there but I need closure. Tonight ends early.
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