New Year 2013

I know it's kind of too late to write about my new year resolutions but this is the only time that I have for myself. Last year was a bit of a tough and patchy year. I had some struggle with my love life, coping with death, missing someone a lot, crappy work place and bitchy workmate till I was fortunate enough to be offered a job in an international organisation and becoming an aunty again when my niece was born on 13.12.12.

I knew it is hard for me to forget the one that have been long gone, I mean forever. Heart still misses him when I saw some place or things that we used to do together. Time flies pretty fast and I wish that time go slows for me, but it's not going to happen anyway. I was crying by the river in Phnom Penh remembering that Alex and I had made promises that we're going to meet there. This year I went off to Cambodia alone, going to places that we were supposed to go. I am glad that I've made it. I'm sure Alex will be happy to see me too. I just don't want to forget him as I really love him so much that he is still in my heart, in my every breath that I take...but it's time for me to let him go.

I know that I'm not the typical skinny,sexy girl but I am overwhelmed by the response that I've got from guys, which some I am not fond off. I'm just not have any feelings or sparks or whatever that can make me flying high. My love life now sucks. Today is Valentine's day and I'm the only person that is still single and both roommates are 'mating' and I'm the only one left in the living room starimg at the computer screen..at least Michele Buble helps to boost my mood...Just let the day pass...