After experienceing few heartbroken moments, I guessed I've learned something important this time that is
NEVER EVER TRUST A GUY 110%. Words can manipulate you, gestures can deceives you and never felt for that lies ever. Why do I say that? This is because off the incident that happened weeks before this.
I went to CH with friends for a trip and this is the first time I met Mr.C (name not to be disclosed). He was with a friend of mine and I have no other thing on him until after I got to know that he and my friend is JUST A FRIEND. I believed on that without any questions asked. After the CH trip, he kept on texting me asking if I was going to the meeting we had on the popular rooftop bar in KL. I didn't expect him to turn up. Well, I guessed he did. He was all into me. How do I knew? Gesture and where he places his hand...the smiles and staring at you...and chasing you all night long...Does that tells you something? Yea, definitely he was into me. I was in dilemma because I knew before hand that he likes my friend. Hey, I'm NOT the kind of girl who will take other girl's man, okay!..He confranted me and told me that they had nothing special.And yea, stupid of me.. I believed him. We had so much fun that night.The end of week, I had to go to Melaka to look for Mr MIA..which I failed. End up, I stayed a night in Jonker and met few friends over. Mr C called me up suddenly, told me that he's heading to Melaka and will reach there shortly, I was surprised because I think that would be the sweetest thing a guy could do to be with a girl.Another stupid mistake I make. I should have told him to just fuck off...If I knew this would be happening.
Another incident just hit me...again!..Damn..Why didn't I have luck with relationship even just for once...with guys??Is that to hard to really look for a sincere, honest,trusted loving guy for me?Are they in extinction?The only words that I usually heard from guy is,'I like you, but........'.Hemm..
I know that I'm not beautiful and I'm just a simple girl with really outgoing personality.
The story goes like this, I met him throug a friend. He's a divorcee with a teenage son and he is in his mid-4o's. I was thinking that he's the one as I've taken a lot of measure...just to get the confirmation that he is genuine of knowing me.Unfortunately, in the end...he is not.He did proposed to marry me and love me with all off his heart, but I guessed that's just the way he is. Sweet talker, deceiving and not worth of me!Let alone, I just dumped him and ignored him completely. I moved on kowing that someday I'll be meeting up with my other half which I don't know when. Only time can tell.
I just too tired to play around and having fun with guys. I can easily have anyone that I want, not boastig but that's the fact.I don't wanna be sex toy or sex symbol anymore (I think!..Just look at my humps...). I need to be settle down soon. It's not that I wanna get married tomorrow, but at least I wll have a steady, healthy relationship with someone. Definitely, half of my heart lost when Alex leave me. It has been a year,since he's gone.No one can ever replace him. Now, I just crossed my fingers that I'll have my own other half. Enough say, just let the flow take me to the land of promising.
NEVER EVER TRUST A GUY 110%. Words can manipulate you, gestures can deceives you and never felt for that lies ever. Why do I say that? This is because off the incident that happened weeks before this.
I went to CH with friends for a trip and this is the first time I met Mr.C (name not to be disclosed). He was with a friend of mine and I have no other thing on him until after I got to know that he and my friend is JUST A FRIEND. I believed on that without any questions asked. After the CH trip, he kept on texting me asking if I was going to the meeting we had on the popular rooftop bar in KL. I didn't expect him to turn up. Well, I guessed he did. He was all into me. How do I knew? Gesture and where he places his hand...the smiles and staring at you...and chasing you all night long...Does that tells you something? Yea, definitely he was into me. I was in dilemma because I knew before hand that he likes my friend. Hey, I'm NOT the kind of girl who will take other girl's man, okay!..He confranted me and told me that they had nothing special.And yea, stupid of me.. I believed him. We had so much fun that night.The end of week, I had to go to Melaka to look for Mr MIA..which I failed. End up, I stayed a night in Jonker and met few friends over. Mr C called me up suddenly, told me that he's heading to Melaka and will reach there shortly, I was surprised because I think that would be the sweetest thing a guy could do to be with a girl.Another stupid mistake I make. I should have told him to just fuck off...If I knew this would be happening.
Another incident just hit me...again!..Damn..Why didn't I have luck with relationship even just for once...with guys??Is that to hard to really look for a sincere, honest,trusted loving guy for me?Are they in extinction?The only words that I usually heard from guy is,'I like you, but........'.Hemm..
I know that I'm not beautiful and I'm just a simple girl with really outgoing personality.
The story goes like this, I met him throug a friend. He's a divorcee with a teenage son and he is in his mid-4o's. I was thinking that he's the one as I've taken a lot of measure...just to get the confirmation that he is genuine of knowing me.Unfortunately, in the end...he is not.He did proposed to marry me and love me with all off his heart, but I guessed that's just the way he is. Sweet talker, deceiving and not worth of me!Let alone, I just dumped him and ignored him completely. I moved on kowing that someday I'll be meeting up with my other half which I don't know when. Only time can tell.
I just too tired to play around and having fun with guys. I can easily have anyone that I want, not boastig but that's the fact.I don't wanna be sex toy or sex symbol anymore (I think!..Just look at my humps...). I need to be settle down soon. It's not that I wanna get married tomorrow, but at least I wll have a steady, healthy relationship with someone. Definitely, half of my heart lost when Alex leave me. It has been a year,since he's gone.No one can ever replace him. Now, I just crossed my fingers that I'll have my own other half. Enough say, just let the flow take me to the land of promising.
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